Tuesday, 8 January 2013

Just shit from my brain.


I just finished ‘catcher in the rye and I think it is hands down the best book I have ever read. As soon as I put the book down I began making plans to make a log cabin in the woods and fill stupid cars up with stupid oil and gas to pay for it. I would obviously be contacted only through pen and paper, as I would to be a deaf mute and all. It’s a great read and I can see it being one that sits on my shelf for the rest of my life, and I will let my son read it when he turned 16, and then I will tell the story of how I bought it when I was in London one day after getting a hair cut and searching for something to read over a coffee. I will say how I only ever read the book in a coffee shop and always with a coffee, and that I was stuck on page 208 for a week because I couldn’t get in the right mood to finish it. There were too many people talking, or I was too tired, or I felt like writing myself, or I couldn’t get the caffeine dosage right to take in every last bit of Holden’s incredibly thought narration. I have a hunting hat as well, which I bought two weeks prior to purchasing the book and every time I even look at it now I think of “turning the peak around to the back, just the way I like it”. I do wear it like that and I had been two weeks prior as well. I was wearing it in Edinburgh when I caught a glimpse of myself in a mirror and I said to Mitch “Fuck I look stupid in this thing” and he said, “I could have told you that 2 weeks ago” and I laughed and wore it for the rest of the day. I probably wouldn’t have if I weren’t feeling a bit like Holden. I think Holden and the way he wears it is a sign of his distancing ideals towards people, because he is beginning to lose faith in society the further he mulls it over in his mind. I just wear it and I don’t want to think too much about it other than I just like it. I think it’s a book that everyone should read. I might build a book shelf when I get back to put in on, I’ll have some time and I think I need something to rest my books on, so I don’t lose them. I have already lost quite a few this trip. I have upped my reading to maybe 2 hours a day, which is quite absurd to think that considering a year ago I wouldn’t of even thought of 10 minutes a week if it weren't in a Text book entitled "Understanding Health". The last thing I read that really did it for me (other then Catcher in the Rye of course) was a short story by Kurt Vonnegut called the “euphio question” which is really good and I suggest that you read it because you would enjoy it. Probably. (I sound like Holden Caulfield there). I have mentioned how I usually read in coffee shops. Coffee shops are a great love of mine. I find some harmony in them that I don’t get at home, because home is too goddam distracting. I probably spend an hour or two in one per day these days. I think about my old mans view on coffee and how it doesn’t extend too much further than beneath the lid of a Nescafe gold tin and drank over his school reports, but I see it as so much more. He sees it as a right waste of money to have a real espresso made coffee at $4.50 a pop, but I will buy him one from have ya bean, and we’ll sit down and talk about a book or something. I like having a chat at a coffee shop, probably more so than having a chat over a beer I reckon. That’s why I do not get too annoyed when people are having a concentration interrupting discussion when I’m trying to read or something. I see them as place were my usually unproductive day turns to something more worthwhile. I will do more uni work in coffee shops I reckon. They’ll make something of me yet. I got to go to work once again. I don’t really mind though because I’m feeling pretty good. I didn’t last shift and other than shooting some shit, with the old guys at the pub I felt quite miserable. I was made more miserable when the girl at work asked if I was ‘alright’. Mitch knows well enough to know I’m fine and was having a down day, maybe unconsciously missing home and worrying about my friends. But it annoyed me. I don’t know. Haha. Anyway read Catcher in the Rye and add me on skype because I really would love to chat. Tom.barnard92 (do it, it’s pretty regularly on). 


Edinburgh.